bac to HK now...and pissed my dad off really badly already

ysterday i done the most stupidest thing even...i was takin my luggage out of the house and waitin for the taxi, the next thing i knew, the front door was closed and all my tickets and keys were inside the house.  Unfortunately my frds went on holiday already so ..i was locked out...so i smash one of the glass on the door to get myself back in.  tht was the one and only option i could do , eitherwise i realli will miss my flight. 

Informed my landlady and being such a bitch as usual, she is asking me to pay for replacing all the glass on the door becos she may nt be able to find the exact match. (the exact match to her definition is - ugly, old, inexpensive glass)i only broke one glass and i m forced to pay for all.  i might as well smash all the glasses lor....gosh

then mum was tryin to help me to solve the problem and lecture at the same time 'u r already 20, y r u still sooo clumcy and careless..'

exactly 1 week left and i am off home!! yippee~~

anyway there are jst soo much to sort out e.g. packing, bills etc etc.  and having money crisis at the moment isnt helpful either. Jst realised mum (silently) stopped giving me pocket money since Feb...how cheeky but its a mircle i can still survive till now!!lol~~

neway this year i hv learnt a great deal, mainly how to protect urself from other ppl in terms of money,contract or wtever.  ppl can easily get jealous of wt they dont hv and are jst so soo fake when they congratulate u, pretendin they are happy for u when deep inside they think u r nothing, or jst talk to u when they need ur notes from lectures...thank god from next year i dun hv to put up with these ppl and can jst b 'nt in talkin terms' with them (actually jst one person)...i m glad it only taken me one year living with them to realise they dun treat u as frds..

i learnt my lesson and will remember from it ...no hard feelings!!

i thought changin the programme from MEng to BEng was easy, jst mentioning it to your tutor, inform the director of studies and fill in the form....

i 'informed' the director of studies today and he is expectin me to write him an email explaining y i want to change the programme and that i hv understand the implications of nt taking MEng instead...blablabla....

realli dun hv a clue wt to write ....HELP...can i jst say 'i m sick of study and engineering is sooo challenging and that i dun even wanna work in the future'.....can someone help me to modify my sentence??!?!?lol

ysterday did the appraisal form with my supervisor...basically she was tellin me ' i m happi with ur work attitudes bla blabla.....ur attendence is excellent .....excellent this excellent tht etc....' then she suddenly mention my other collegue ' X is fantastic at XXXXX, she is brilliant at this brilliant at tht etc'.....lol... r u doing the appraisal with her at the moment?? and notice Fantastic > happi and Brilliant > excellent therefore in conclusion X > nicole and hence "suck up gets more benfits to those who doesnt"...

in order to achieve tht, copy wt my colleague X do, 'give hugs to supervisor'....

KISS MY ASS!!

2day, was the final straw...she made the other supervisor to send me away and told me tht i cant cover my frds shift ...reason ?? i still hvnt heard one ...

but anyway...next week i would still turn up with a big fake smile on my face ...cos i m gettin a good pay at the moment and this job is only temporary..its nt like i will end up working there for the rest of my life like my supervisor..

gonna get a haircut 2mr..cos nowadays i need to wash my hair 3 times before its clean...its a pain realli...

soooo happy!!Easter finally arrived, ysterday managed to sleep for 12hrs, was realli great gettin up without setting the alarm...lol...neway i m kinda lonely now for the next whole week as my frds went bac home and the other went on a tour...realli wanna earn more money this holiday bt at tht end due to laziness, i will nt do an extra hours....can always get pocket money from parents soooo...might as well enjoy the free time...

been lookin for voluntury jobs in hk ...and found 2 things i realli wanna do...1) work in SPCA, 2) work with kids....jst wanted to do something different this summer realli....but being vy indecisive...

after talkin to my parents about the stress of studying and this course tht i startin to dislike...mum was being vy encouragin and said ' nt everyone can get a job as soon as they graduated', ' no-one realli knws wt they want to do (as in a job) until they hv tried'...i hv concluded that after graduated (which i will ...eventunally) i will find a part-time, earn some extras and TRAVEL!!..realli wanna go to Egypt with my parents...and realli wanna go backpacking with frds!!  Next year will be great...until then i will hold on and bear with the studies!!